Lost

is how I feel nowadays... My confidence has failed me as well. I know that its the normal course of events that things take time. A whole lot of time, it seems. But patience has never been my strong suit.

I used to make fun of people that characterize themselves by their work until I realized this week that I am one of them. Although I do enjoy the time off, I am itching to get back to the grind. In fact, I have become bored, and lonely in my solitude.

I guess I am not that self-sufficient after all.