Woes, realizing that:
- egad, I am mortal
- its not normal to have pain, let alone constant pain
- no one knows my pain intimately like me
- its gonna take some time for me to recover
- and in the meantime, i have to communicate and educate others about my pain (since its not visible)
- not to mention being vulnerable
- and courageous - by speaking up about my injury
- and most importantly, fight for my health and my rights
Pleasant surprises
- Friends giving me space, and lending a hand when i ask for help
- BF being by my side despite my kicking and screaming at times
- Realizing that i can let all crap go, and still be me...
My doctor told me that by August, I will be all good. I am intending that I will be healthy by my birthday... one month early. That's a promise that I intend to keep.
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