Sunday, January 24, 2010

A tad bit apprehensive

As February is fast approaching, I can't shake the looming feeling of apprehensiveness. Around Valentines Day last year, was when my dad made his first trip to the hospital. And I am afraid of the phone ringing at night, as it did last time around.

Not a pessimist by nature, but the events of last year conditioned me to lose my optimism. Everything I believed to be permanent was not, and vice versa. I just hope this year will be better.

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