Breaking the rules

No, I am not trying to be a martyr, but rather, just being me. Here's what I mean.

I am a planner by heart. Usually, there is some schedule that I am following, some things I must do, etc. What I realized is that because of all these rules, I don't ever get around to doing the things I want to do. I forget that I made these rules up to begin with.

For instance, I used to go work out everyday. Now, I do it every other day, but this one workout is worth twice the amount of the old ones. There are times now that I skip it all together and play hookie. I think the guilt actually makes me want to work out even more, if that makes any sense.

So what am I doing tomorrow? I really don't know. Not looking for jobs, for one thing. Watch my netflix movie, or get out of my apartment, if I feel better (think I caught something last night). Who knows. But it will be something I want to do, that's fo' sure.